I have spent my entire life running, and up until recently I haven’t realized that nothing is chasing me anymore. But even if that is so overcoming the emotional obstacles that lie ahead of me is going to be one of the hardest challenges I have ever faced.
I made a HUGE step last night, thanks to an incredible friend! :) And I already have started working up the courage to take the first step thanks to him. Luckily he sees the strength in me I don’t always know I have.
I think I have always hoped that moving on was going to be something that just happened. One night I would go to bed with it on my mind, and the next day I would wake up and wouldn’t care anymore.
I know now that I am always going to care. It is always going to hurt. I am never going to forget, but all that is okay. It’s not okay that it prevents me from living. And that, I want to change. While this is going to be a process that is going to take a lot of time, I don’t think there will ever be a better opportunity to put this process in motion.
