God has gained one of the most beautiful angels into his kingdom. Justine Alesna took her life this weekend.
Justine was truly one of the happiest people I have ever met. She could turn anyones bad mood around. She taught us all so much about enjoying life and finding the true meaning of happiness.
While we will always wonder, and never truly know what was going through her mind when she made this decision, we are all left shocked and saddened by our loss.
I think the entire time I knew Justine, she has been teaching me lessons, and she taught me one more with her passing. I have learned how valuable friendships are. To remind my friends I love them with every opportunity I have. That there is always someone there, even when you feel all alone.
I wish I could go back in time. I wish I could reach out to her. I wish I could let her know how much she was loved. I wish I could have been there. I wish I could have eased her pain. I wish I could give her one last hug, spend one more day with her.
This is what I will take away from all of this. Everyone is fighting a battle, small or large. Everyone needs help sometimes. Everyone needs friends and love and support. Our time on this earth is limited, and we should spend that time helping as many people as possible.
RIP Justine. You have taught us all how to laugh and love. Not a day will go by that we wont see your smiling face. Now you will have to watch over us with Haley. I hope you have found your peace darling. You will forever be loved and missed.
